Scared to Complain

New time, more health issues. For some reason, I stopped ovulating. I noticed some changes for a few months ago. Constant late periods and then non- existent periods, when I am usually on time, every time. Y'all already know I ain't pregnant, unless this is a redo of the immaculate conception. I want to say that life sucks, but there are people going through worst in life. That's the crossroad I'm at. Wanting to complain, but knowing I can't because, despite it all, I'm blessed. You ever feel scared to let out your true emotions because then you will seem ungrateful and ungratefulness can lead to the things you take for granted to be taken away. Yeah, these are the types of thoughts I have lately. I just wish that the heaviness of the uncertain would just pass me by.