Am I mad at God?

Am I mad at God? I went to this workshop today focused on single women and the speaker asked the question, "how are you," and I answered, "I am mad at God." Right now, I wish I hadn't said anything. Vulnerability is hard for me, even in this platform. I don't like pity, but I was truthful in my response. Even though it may be taboo, I am mad at God. I'm mad that He didn't answer my prayers. Not just for a husband and kids, but even the prayers I prayed as a child that were never fulfilled. Prayers for lasting friendships or peace within myself. Life-long prayers that have not come to fruition. I'm angry because I may have met Him too early. Was too guilty and scared to live out the hot girl life style. Maybe if I had a taste of that, I wouldn't feel like I'm always missing out. I would not feel so inexperienced, so boring. Yeah, I am definitely mad at God.