Communication Issues

In my book, I gave some insight into my family life and family history. Even though my parents were great at parenting, they failed at showing marriage in a positive light. Even though I hate to admit it, but seeing their marriage makes me reluctant to get married because I don't know what a healthy marriage looks like. Yes, I have some ideas of what it should look like, but I don't have first hand or even second hand experience of it. Anyway, my mom is trying to purchase another house and my father knows nothing about it. I keep telling her to talk to him about it and she keeps putting it off, saying she going to purchase it anyway regardless of how he feels about it. It's just crazy and sad. I never want to be in marriage where I feel like I can't talk or even want to talk to my husband. That's not love. She always says that I don't know anything about love since I haven't been in love, but I DO KNOW that's not love. I don't have to get hit by a bus to know that it hurts. Some things you don't have to fully experience to know its effect. I used to let their issues eat away at me, but now I'm at the point where I know only God can save them. Pray for them y'all.