Hurt people hurt people

Being hurt by others when you do so much good for them is tough. I know hurt people hurt people. I have hurt some people in the midst of my own hurt, but it hits different when it's being done to you. I'm trying to rationalize the situation and to give it some grace, but I was literally yelled at, cursed out, and called dumb for a child's lost gloves. LITERALLY. This was even after the child was given a new pair of

gloves to replace the lost ones. It's unbelievable and to have to absorb all that and not lash out or be afraid is too much. That's what gets me the most is that she scared me and I don't like being afraid especially when it comes to people. But I have to continue to educate her child and forgive her for her wrongdoing. This lifestyle is not for weak. Being like Jesus is hard work and I don't know if I'm cut out to do it.

My Prayer:

Lord comfort me. Take away the bitterness, the anger, and the fear I have towards this woman. Despite how I feel, I forgive her. Lord touch her heart and mind. Heal her as you continue to heal me. Lord provide for her every need and meet her where she is. Lord pour down your love upon her and her children. May they come to know You in a real way. Work on my heart. Pour down Your love on me that I may love more even in the midst of angry and hurtful words and actions. Lord in my insufficiencies, You are sufficient. Forgive me for every unforgiving thought and action. Make me better Lord.

In Jesus Name, Amen, Amen, & Amen